Hey all! Things have been a little nuts 'round these parts. Good nutty. Happy nutty....good times but eating too much nutty.
First off, I met my college roomie for lunch on Saturday. I haven't seen her in about 10 years. It was strange in that recently I was googling her trying to figure out how to reach her. All my leads led to dead ends. After my last lead fell through...guess who I get a phone call from? You guessed it....ROOMIE! It was decided that we have to do a better job of staying in touch because we have too much fun together.
Another cool thing is that I have a 3 day weekend...I was supposed to work at the library, but it closed unexpectedly because of a heating/air conditioning malfunction. So I literally had a 3 day weekend. Very rare for me during the school year. And better yet...I get paid anyway.
On the weird side, I'm not feeling like myself...it's an on and off thing and I don't like it. I'll go from feeling fine to feeling like I've forgotten about something important...almost a paranoid feeling. I've also been getting a little pissy at times. I think it's my hormones trying to re-regulate themselves (I recently stopped an optional medication ladies use for preventing the development of smaller replicas of themselves and their partners, if you catch my drift). I don't remember being like this before, and I was forewarned. I just need to give it time. (And no, I'm not preggers!)
All these things have lead to me falling off the wagon. Eh, it happens. I'm waiting for it to ride by again so I can jump on.
Singularity
11 months ago
1 comment:
i hate to say it, but you are right, you just need to give it time. going off medication can do funky things to our bodies and heads. when i go through a tough spot, i tell myself, "if all else fails, just survive." it's a little bleak, but it makes me realize that if i can only handle doing the bare minimum, that's okay for now. whatever you do, don't beat yourself up.
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